Saturday, November 12, 2011

Question of my life~


I have a lot of questions about life...
But no one gives me the answers...
I'm curious with this question this recently...(part of my questions)
What is the feeling of being treated as the most important Friend after Family and Lover?
Well, I don't think I'm a very important to my Friends,even my Besties and "Another Siblings"...
I'm not the 1st Friend to think of...
I'm not the 1st Friend to chat with...
I'm not the 1st Friend to seek help...
I'm not the 1st Friend to play with...
Anyway, I'm just Nobody to anyone...
So, I don't know what is That Feeling...

It was an very very Awkward moment...
When you treat them as the Most Important Friends...
But they treat you Differently...
Maybe they treat you in the same way...
But you don't know about it..
Because they don't tell you about it...
And they thought you know about it...
Wasn't it?

Maybe I'm born to be Nobody..
Maybe I should not put too much effort on it..
Maybe I'm Masked Rider Decade, always be Rider that passing by each World..

Butthurt and Jelly on those people...
Being the Most Important Friends to some people..
But yeah, one word "Useless" for butthurt and jelly..
Because everyone is different...
Because you're not him/her...
Because your name is not the same with him/her...
Because everyone has different stories...

But I'm just curious on it....
Hoping someone can answer me in his/her point of view...

2 comments:

  1. i think this is life........the bitter sweet of life....

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  2. haiz...should be let everything free. once you keep it tightly, it will far from you as far it could. understand.you should be optimistic when looking on the relationship part.because this is human being.

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