Sunday, November 27, 2011

27.11.11


Kind of slow productive day today
it's way way to slow production
Chemistry Paper 1 is on Wednesday
But I'm still there
Looking for nothing

Anyway
I'm craving for some books today
But I don't know as if I can finish them
Because I'm not a book-fetish
Not a good reader too
But yeah
Will try to have one VERY THICK BOOK
and have some read on it

But now
READ BIOLOGY AND CHEMISTRY FIRST

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

LOL and lol to myself



Sorry~~

too much emo posts liao~~

Sorry~~

too much stress liao~~

Sorry~~

too much problems liao~~

Sorry~~

too much stupid days liao~~

Sorry~~

cant say too much liao~~

Sorry~~

too much Sorry liao~~

SORRY~~

Speechless Day

speechless...

let's be speechless...

then be an invisible human...

standing there without any bright colour...

only with black and white...

maybe grey as well...

mute all the sound and voice...

stop all the movement and vibration..

no one can see...

no one can hear...


Saturday, November 12, 2011

Question of my life~


I have a lot of questions about life...
But no one gives me the answers...
I'm curious with this question this recently...(part of my questions)
What is the feeling of being treated as the most important Friend after Family and Lover?
Well, I don't think I'm a very important to my Friends,even my Besties and "Another Siblings"...
I'm not the 1st Friend to think of...
I'm not the 1st Friend to chat with...
I'm not the 1st Friend to seek help...
I'm not the 1st Friend to play with...
Anyway, I'm just Nobody to anyone...
So, I don't know what is That Feeling...

It was an very very Awkward moment...
When you treat them as the Most Important Friends...
But they treat you Differently...
Maybe they treat you in the same way...
But you don't know about it..
Because they don't tell you about it...
And they thought you know about it...
Wasn't it?

Maybe I'm born to be Nobody..
Maybe I should not put too much effort on it..
Maybe I'm Masked Rider Decade, always be Rider that passing by each World..

Butthurt and Jelly on those people...
Being the Most Important Friends to some people..
But yeah, one word "Useless" for butthurt and jelly..
Because everyone is different...
Because you're not him/her...
Because your name is not the same with him/her...
Because everyone has different stories...

But I'm just curious on it....
Hoping someone can answer me in his/her point of view...

Thursday, November 10, 2011

10/11/2011 Thursday

so sad today...

going to leave the school...

although sometimes hate it a lot...

but I always don't give a fuck on it...

I only see the bright side of it...


Going to miss everything...

Friends, Best friends, Teachers...

Chairs, Desks....

Stupid timetable, organisation charts...

but yeah, everything..

I MEAN EVERYTHING...

will miss it badly for this few days...

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Another Big Song Today~~




yes...i'm here again...
today i'm here just want to share my current mood....



Yes...this is what i felt this recently after i listened to this song..
Like it straight away...
Because it speaks for me..
anyway, readers, just listen and look through this song... 

(-^o^-)


Jay Park (Park Jae Beom) – Girlfriend Lyrics
Romanization
Neol bogiman haedo neukkimi hwakhwak gaseumi jjaritae gyesok neowana
Eodil nolleo ganeun ge sangsangdwae anijiman niga beolsseo nae yeochineuro chakgakdwae
Niga hanbeon useojumyeon gamdang andwae jangjeomeun manjeom danjeommajeo wanbyeokhae
Ni saenggak haneunge hukeusongcheoreom banbokdwae naui sarangui yeonghwa niga gamdokhae ayyy

Nae kkumsogeneun neoya neorang daehwa hallyeogo hangungmareul baeun geoya
Urineun unmyeong neon nahante orheun geoya nan oenson baksucheoreom neoneun namanui jjak
Na mideojullae bulleosseo na mideodo dwae nan gogijip geomnal ttae ansim sikyeojulge
Niga himdeureohago itgo motgyeondil ttae nan husidin ni masulcheoreom sangcheoreul eobsaejulge

Nae daehaeseo an joheun soril deullyeodo nal mideobaby
Saramdeureun nae maeumeul molla but your the onefor me
Na wollae ireochido anha yejeonen yeoja manhasseo
Jigeumbuteo neoman bolge baby your all I need
Just be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girl
Be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girl

Narang sagyeojullae neorang haengbokhallae
Just be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girlfriend

Eodil gado yeojadeuri jjipjeokdae nan yejeone peulleiboi geurae injeonghae
Geokjeongma ttanjitarireobseo nimollae nan ojik neoya uri sarangui sidohae
Bogo sipeoseo nan jeongmal jukgenne neon gaegeumaeneun anijiman gyesok utgedwae
Neol bolttaemada hwanhage utneun nae moseubi nawa neoneun areumdaun mellodi like ladadada
Meolli nolleo gago sipeo uri chareul tago gaja mallo pyohyeonhal su eobseo gajang areumdaun yeoja
Gamgi giun eobtjiman jigeum yeolla ni sajinman bwado paencheoreom yeolgwanghae

Na wollae ireochido anha yejeonen yeoja manhasseo
Jigeumbuteo neoman bolge baby your all I need
Just be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girl
Be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girl

Narang sagyeojullae neorang haengbokhallae
Just be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girlfriend

Amuri bwado your a cutie uri durineun jeongmal jareoullyeo
Naneun ojik neoppuniya
Naman jom mideobwa Ooh cheonnyeon sarado neo gateun yeoja
Dasin mot bolgeotgata
So please be my baby

Just be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girl
Be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girl

Narang sagyeojullae neorang haengbokhallae
Just be my girls friend my girl friend my girl friend my girlfriend

English Translation
Just by looking at you, the feelings come – it’s electrifying
I keep imagining you and me going somewhere together
You’re not but I keep mistaking you as my girlfriend
If you smile at me just once, I can’t handle it
Your good traits are 10 out of 10, even your flaws are perfect
Your thoughts repeat just like a hook from a song
You’re the director to my movie of love

In my dream, it’s you
I learned Korean in order to talk to you
We are meant to be – I’ve been infected with you
Just like my left hand claps, you are my only pair
I sang, will you believe me? Yes, you can believe me
I’m a meat restaurant, when you’re scared, I’ll order some assurance^
When you can’t take on the hardships,
Like Houdini’s magic, I will make your scars vanish

Even if you hear bad things about me, trust me baby
People don’t know how I feel but you’re the one for me
I’m not normally like this – I used to have a lot of girls before
But from now on, I will only look at you – baby you’re all I need
Just be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girl
Be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girl

Will you go out with me?
I want to be happy with you
Just be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend

Wherever I go, girls hit on me
Yes, I admit, I used to be a playboy in the past
But don’t worry, I’m not going to secretly do something else
I only have you – let’s give our love a try
I miss you so much that I could die
You’re not a comedian but you keep making me laugh
Every time I see you, my brightly smiling face appears
You are a beautiful melody like ladadada
I want to travel far away with you – Let’s take the train and go
I can’t express this with words – you’re the most beautiful girl
I don’t have a cold but I have a fever
Just looking at your picture makes me swoon like a fan

I’m not normally like this – I used to have a lot of girls before
But from now on, I will only look at you – baby you’re all I need
Just be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girl
Be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girl

Will you go out with me?
I want to be happy with you
Just be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend

No matter how much I look, you’re a cutie
We look really good together
I only have you
Please believe in me
Even if I live a thousand years, I will never see a girl like you
So please be my baby

Just be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girl
Be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girl

Will you go out with me?
I want to be happy with you
Just be my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend, my girlfriend