Specially written for some people....

-THIS POST IS SPECIAL JUST FOR SELECTED 13 FRIENDS ONLY-

to: t-H-ose k-I-ndly c-A-n hia-O-

Have you found anything weird this recently?

Anything "gone and disappeared"?

Ever feel "Why?" after you found it?

Feel "sad", "disappointed","angry","happy" or "NOTHING"?

"NOT DEMOCRATIC for making this decision?"

yes, we all are not democratic..

why not?

"you guys want to have gathering at where?"

"any place", "随便", "just tell me where after you guys decide"

it happens among us, including me..

Next,

i found out this phenomena happened to me

MOST OF THE TIME

"[video] so funny...XD"

(no response)

"[song] i like this song..."

(no response)

"[words] from LeozLim"

(no response)

For those who thinks this way towards me:

-Read-

WHAT??

AM I RIDICULOUS TO YOU???

AM I TALK RUBBISH???

AM I SHARE SOMETHING NONSENSE AND USELESS???

AM I IDIOT SO NO NEED TO READ AND DO NOTHING???

ACT CHILDISH SO IGNORE ME??

FEEL DISGUSTED ON ME SO KEPT AWAY FROM ME??

TOO BOSSY AND GOSSIPING SO DOESN'T CARE??

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER ACT CHILDISH

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER SHARE SOMETHING NONSENSE

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER GOSSIPING

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER TALK RUBBISH

-End-

THANK YOU
For being my special friends

because i know you guys will never feel this to me...

I want to say something here,
I don't like to be ignored.
I don't like to be abandoned by someone I like.
I'm not sharing things with Internet.

It is a very scary things to me when no one is responds to me.
I don't know who likes my posts.
I don't know who really sees my posts.
I don't know who you guys feel.

I know you guys don't like to be abandoned and ignored as well.
That's why I created this group.

But when the group was ignored,
I felt the pain.
Because I created this.
It  feels like it was my fault.

When I was being ignored,
I felt like an useless person.
I'm no longer in this group.

"Am I just an organiser of event for this group?"
"Am I just a reporter in this group?"
"Am I just an informer for this group?"

"Why you guys seems doesn't care about me?"
"Why you guys are not worrying me?"
"Why you guys caring are each other but not me?"
"Am I always look having happy day everyday?"

I wonder many things everyday.

I'm not a ghost nor shadow.
I'm just a typical human being.

THANK YOU AGAIN
For those responded to me.

I appreciated your responses.

Besides,
The disbandment of this group,

It was my own idea
IT IS NOT RELATED TO ANYONE
AND
It is just TEMPORARY.


Don't be sad, don't be curious, don't be disappointed.
It's not I don't want to discuss with you all.
It's not I don't want to tell you all this decision.
It just that I don't want anyone of you quarrel each other to accept or decline this decision.

Plus,
I'm tired already.
I need to get rest.
It's not easy to keep a good relationship with you guys.
Because you guys are my best friends.
My special friends,
My another family members.
And I want to maintain the friendship.

I need to keep everyone of you stay cool and connecting.
To avoid more conflicts, more misunderstandings.
I don't know everything, but at least I know more.

It doesn't mean I want to stop everything between us.
NO
I DIDN'T MEANT IT AT ALL

I have stress and pressure, so do you guys.
I have many problems, so do you guys.
I don't want to burden you guys.
I don't want to make foolish things when I'm down.
And I don't want to hurt you guys,
as I easily hurt others when I'm stressed.

"It's not related to the disbandment.."
"Why don't you just ignored it? You don't have to disband it at all."
Still thought of that?
I can answer you.

Yes, I need to disband it for a while.
Because I don't see everyone so appreciate it.
Or you viewed it but do nothing after that?
Since you guys do nothing, then I just thought you guys didn't saw it...

Anyway, I don't know what to write now...
Just ask or argue or disagree me or anything you want to do..

I don't mind if you don't believe my words,
but I'll don't think our past few years' friendship is just a game.

Thanks for everything.
 (^-^)

From:
LL