10-12-2011

YEAH!!!!

IT'S 10TH DECEMBER!!!

3 more days...

before I free again...

from the exam...

kinda happy....

kinda sad...

because there is only one 2011...

anyway, Love Life!!

27.11.11

Kind of slow productive day today

it's way way to slow production

Chemistry Paper 1 is on Wednesday

But I'm still there

Looking for nothing

Anyway

I'm craving for some books today

But I don't know as if I can finish them

Because I'm not a book-fetish

Not a good reader too

But yeah

Will try to have one VERY THICK BOOK

and have some read on it

But now

READ BIOLOGY AND CHEMISTRY FIRST

13 Dec~~ Pending

lalalalala~~

I'm waiting for the day~~~

Can fast fast come??

LOL and lol to myself

Sorry~~

too much emo posts liao~~

Sorry~~

too much stress liao~~

Sorry~~

too much problems liao~~

Sorry~~

too much stupid days liao~~

Sorry~~

cant say too much liao~~

Sorry~~

too much Sorry liao~~

SORRY~~

Speechless Day

speechless...

let's be speechless...

then be an invisible human...

standing there without any bright colour...

only with black and white...

maybe grey as well...

mute all the sound and voice...

stop all the movement and vibration..

no one can see...

no one can hear...

Question of my life~

I have a lot of questions about life...

But no one gives me the answers...

I'm curious with this question this recently...(part of my questions)

What is the feeling of being treated as the most important Friend after Family and Lover?

Well, I don't think I'm a very important to my Friends,even my Besties and "Another Siblings"...

I'm not the 1st Friend to think of...

I'm not the 1st Friend to chat with...

I'm not the 1st Friend to seek help...

I'm not the 1st Friend to play with...

Anyway, I'm just Nobody to anyone...

So, I don't know what is That Feeling...

It was an very very Awkward moment...

When you treat them as the Most Important Friends...

But they treat you Differently...

Maybe they treat you in the same way...

But you don't know about it..

Because they don't tell you about it...

And they thought you know about it...

Wasn't it?

Maybe I'm born to be Nobody..

Maybe I should not put too much effort on it..

Maybe I'm Masked Rider Decade, always be Rider that passing by each World..

Butthurt and Jelly on those people...

Being the Most Important Friends to some people..

But yeah, one word "Useless" for butthurt and jelly..

Because everyone is different...

Because you're not him/her...

Because your name is not the same with him/her...

Because everyone has different stories...

But I'm just curious on it....

Hoping someone can answer me in his/her point of view...

10/11/2011 Thursday

so sad today...

going to leave the school...

although sometimes hate it a lot...

but I always don't give a fuck on it...

I only see the bright side of it...


Going to miss everything...

Friends, Best friends, Teachers...

Chairs, Desks....

Stupid timetable, organisation charts...

but yeah, everything..

I MEAN EVERYTHING...

will miss it badly for this few days...