Specially written for some people....

-THIS POST IS SPECIAL JUST FOR SELECTED 13 FRIENDS ONLY-

to: t-H-ose k-I-ndly c-A-n hia-O-

Have you found anything weird this recently?

Anything "gone and disappeared"?

Ever feel "Why?" after you found it?

Feel "sad", "disappointed","angry","happy" or "NOTHING"?

"NOT DEMOCRATIC for making this decision?"

yes, we all are not democratic..

why not?

"you guys want to have gathering at where?"

"any place", "随便", "just tell me where after you guys decide"

it happens among us, including me..

Next,

i found out this phenomena happened to me

MOST OF THE TIME

"[video] so funny...XD"

(no response)

"[song] i like this song..."

(no response)

"[words] from LeozLim"

(no response)

For those who thinks this way towards me:

-Read-

WHAT??

AM I RIDICULOUS TO YOU???

AM I TALK RUBBISH???

AM I SHARE SOMETHING NONSENSE AND USELESS???

AM I IDIOT SO NO NEED TO READ AND DO NOTHING???

ACT CHILDISH SO IGNORE ME??

FEEL DISGUSTED ON ME SO KEPT AWAY FROM ME??

TOO BOSSY AND GOSSIPING SO DOESN'T CARE??

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER ACT CHILDISH

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER SHARE SOMETHING NONSENSE

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER GOSSIPING

DON'T TELL ME YOU NEVER TALK RUBBISH

-End-

THANK YOU
For being my special friends

because i know you guys will never feel this to me...

I want to say something here,
I don't like to be ignored.
I don't like to be abandoned by someone I like.
I'm not sharing things with Internet.

It is a very scary things to me when no one is responds to me.
I don't know who likes my posts.
I don't know who really sees my posts.
I don't know who you guys feel.

I know you guys don't like to be abandoned and ignored as well.
That's why I created this group.

But when the group was ignored,
I felt the pain.
Because I created this.
It  feels like it was my fault.

When I was being ignored,
I felt like an useless person.
I'm no longer in this group.

"Am I just an organiser of event for this group?"
"Am I just a reporter in this group?"
"Am I just an informer for this group?"

"Why you guys seems doesn't care about me?"
"Why you guys are not worrying me?"
"Why you guys caring are each other but not me?"
"Am I always look having happy day everyday?"

I wonder many things everyday.

I'm not a ghost nor shadow.
I'm just a typical human being.

THANK YOU AGAIN
For those responded to me.

I appreciated your responses.

Besides,
The disbandment of this group,

It was my own idea
IT IS NOT RELATED TO ANYONE
AND
It is just TEMPORARY.


Don't be sad, don't be curious, don't be disappointed.
It's not I don't want to discuss with you all.
It's not I don't want to tell you all this decision.
It just that I don't want anyone of you quarrel each other to accept or decline this decision.

Plus,
I'm tired already.
I need to get rest.
It's not easy to keep a good relationship with you guys.
Because you guys are my best friends.
My special friends,
My another family members.
And I want to maintain the friendship.

I need to keep everyone of you stay cool and connecting.
To avoid more conflicts, more misunderstandings.
I don't know everything, but at least I know more.

It doesn't mean I want to stop everything between us.
NO
I DIDN'T MEANT IT AT ALL

I have stress and pressure, so do you guys.
I have many problems, so do you guys.
I don't want to burden you guys.
I don't want to make foolish things when I'm down.
And I don't want to hurt you guys,
as I easily hurt others when I'm stressed.

"It's not related to the disbandment.."
"Why don't you just ignored it? You don't have to disband it at all."
Still thought of that?
I can answer you.

Yes, I need to disband it for a while.
Because I don't see everyone so appreciate it.
Or you viewed it but do nothing after that?
Since you guys do nothing, then I just thought you guys didn't saw it...

Anyway, I don't know what to write now...
Just ask or argue or disagree me or anything you want to do..

I don't mind if you don't believe my words,
but I'll don't think our past few years' friendship is just a game.

Thanks for everything.
 (^-^)

From:
LL

3 months later~~

3 months later,
who am I?
someone that is very happy?
someone that is very sad?
someone that is very excited?

3 months later,
what am I going to do?
working?
learning?
sleeping?
hair-dying?
new haircut?
spamming?
night-watchman?

3 months later,
why am I doing all these?












BECAUSE IT'S THE LAST DAY OF STPM!!!!!

Awh Mai Gawd!!
 I'm so excited waiting for this day!!
but I have to struggle and sacrifice many things around me...
I have to say "Sorry" if you're in my list...

After 3 months,
"Alpha Q"~~

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Message To YH

Dear YH:
             
It has been 19 years...
You have lost so many chances in your life...
You have lost so many chances to get what you want...
You can't achieve what you want even though you fought for it for some time...
Are you nerd or something, dude??
What makes you hold a thing for so long??
Don't you feel tired or something??
BE REALISTIC, could you?
You're not Superman, even Superman has a weakness..

You seems so stressed and tired now.. Have some rest and don't think too much....

                                                                                                                                        From:
                                                                                                                                           -LL-

one of my favourite songs~

it's Megan Nicole with her song, 

B-e-a-utiful

Verse 1
She read me the note he left on her bed
Snuck in her room right after she left
And put petals on the ground
Her head on his shoulder they walk down the hall
I'm left to wonder will I ever fall in love
And where is he now

Prechorus
She's with him, I'm in the back seat
Know it's not right but it hurts when they're laughing
And I've never been where they are

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Verse 2
Friday night she wore his jersey to the game
In the front row screamin out his name
As he turns to her and smiles
Every where I look people holding hands
When am I gonna get my chance at love
My chance at love

Prechorus 2
Cuz she's with him, I'm still hurting
Try to pretend but it's not working
I just wanna be where they are

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Bridge
My heart is waiting for your love
My hand is waiting for your touch
My lips just wanna be kissed by you

Chorus
I wanna be blown away
I wanna be swept off my feet
I wanna meet the one who makes it hard for me to breathe
I wanna be lost in love
I wanna be your dream come true
I wanna be scared of how strong I feel for you
Just call me beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

Beautiful, Call me beautiful
Call me beautiful, Call me b-e-a-utiful

~END~

well, i don't know why i like this song~`

but somehow it's addicting to replay and sing along~~ ^^

SO LET'S SING THIS SONG TOGETHER!!!

Happy 1ST ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!

muaahahahahahahah!!!

muahahahaahahahah!!!!

muahahahahaahahah!!!!!

Dear readers,

thanks for followed me for 1 year~~

YES! YES! AND YES!

it's the 1ST ANNIVERSARY for this Blog~~

it's 8th August~~~

well, i'm feel sorry for being not that stay updated using this blogger...

i will try to update through here anytime... =P

anyway, i just want to share at here is the INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY..

it was celebrated at the first sunday of  August around the world..

well, thanks to a friend of mine for telling about this...

and fortunately, i'm able to celebrate it with my friends through messaging~~~

here, again, i would like to say that "HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY"!!!

and thanks for being my friend for this while...

love you guys~~~ <3

Quote of the blog: 

Life's not about the people who act true to your face. 

It's about the people who remain true behind your back.

almost thr~~~~~

 something is there waiting for me~~~~~

so excited....

so motivated....

IF THIS IS SUCCESSFUL, THEN I'LL BE MORE PREPARED!!!!